inhale,exhale

"IIIII NEED SOMEE POOOOOOON".

today nikki fucking graduates from beauty school.
so after school ima go to marinello's in burbank and go celebrate with them there.
since nikki graduates today,dee graduates in april,and kim after.
wow,i cant believe all this times gone by soo fast.
ive been in beauty school waay longer than kimz,and shes graduating before me.
oh god,kim just txtd me telling me about her dream.and WOW.
crazy how we dream about the same things,same situations,same night.
REAL LIFE.

well anyways,im getting paid today.
so after school,ima walk down to the mall,cash my checks,pay my 2 fone bills,buy a cute outfit,and go down to burbank to go celebrate nikki graduating.lately,idk whtsup.
ive been falling asleep with mikey everynite.
sometimes were too tired to talk,so all he wants to do is sleep together.
which is pretty cute.
its the 3rd time i hear him snore on the fone.
im sleeping,and i wake up cuz i hear distant,muffled snoring.
my teacher just came up to me & said hes going out for a walk around campus,and that im in charge of eevrything.
LOL oh god.im staying away from parties for a bit.so far,ive got 3 weekends down without partying.
its so clihe and burned out.
my mom says im whipped cuz mikey doesnt like me going out,and i stay home during the nites to talk to him.
she took me to his house on monday to go pick up my binder.
and when she saw him the first thing she said was, "he reminds me soo much of alex."
and im like, "omg mom,dont even...please stop"
and she apologized.

mikeys a scorpio.
alex is a scorpio.
scorpios lie and cheat.
and theyre driven by sex and physical affection.
im a virgo.
virgos fear sex, the idea of engaging in something so physical and attaching.
its not a good mix.
this is a time where i say zodiac is a whole bunch of bologna.
just cuz im telling myself mikey is different,
and is not a scorpio,nor nothing close to that sort.
hes more of a saggitarius.
loving & gentle.
sincere & with morals.

im just gonna end this bullshit.
oh & i woke up this morning to a comment from ken.
hes FINALLY coming back from the phillipines after over a fucking year.
he leaves tues,and is staying in japan for 2 weeks.
and finally coming back home.
damn i miss him so much.
and i dont know what to expect when he comes back.
mikeys already a little jealous of ken,throwing in things to me about some girl from granada hills.
man fuck that.

oh god,i love my twin.
(just right now via aim)
kim: ...and all of a sudden i see you,and im all like, "omg twin guess what happened?!" and your like, "b2?!" and then we fucking booked it in my bucket.
jackii: i bet we went to a party,huhh? and had a hella neat time cuz we're both single & loving it, huhh?
kim: OMG,exactlyyy.hahahaha i love you twin.
jackii: i love you too shortstack